I have not had enough sleep. I wasn't tired until about 2am, and went to bed expecting to sleep until my body was ready to wake. I did not know the lawnmowers and weed-whackers would arrive at 8am, rolling and swinging past my open bedroom windows with their awful summery buzz and rumble.
So now I am up, and within this fatigue I am not as quick to recognize the sadness that tries to inch its way into the corners of my mind. The feelings sneak in, set up shop, and it takes a heroic effort to evict them before I am overwhelmed.
I want this to be over.
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